Story Behind The Song

Rejection is God's protection

Lyrics

I feel like a walking contradiction
Can?t bring myself to delete your messages
I had the chance but I didn?t take it
Avoiding you again
I took a look but I couldn?t face it
It escalates and gets complicated
Once a lover and now I?ve been lowered
To being just your friend
So I got wasted instead
I got wasted again
I got wasted instead ..of loved

I examined my motivation
& what I deserve and what I wanted from
The situations I keep creating everywhere I turn
But I?ll get wasted instead
I?ll get wasted again
I?ll get wasted instead..of loved

*I know that Nobody else can fill this void
I am responsible for My joy
I know what I need to be to me, I know

They say rejection is God?s protection
And this encounter is one more lesson
For everyone is showing up in their capacity
I can choose to rise above it, Clearly I can rise above it
But it?s such a familiar frequency