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Don?t wanna shout, Don?t wanna scream

Well I was still quite young
when she was taken away
And I never got the chance
to ask her why she couldn?t stay

I never really knew her well
My dad was also mom to me
He drove me to school and practices
And we visited her city.

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I?m movin--my grief?s in motion
Like a butterfly in pouring rain
It?s an avalanche of emotion
And I?m running from the pain

Cause I just wanna shout
And I just wanna scream
*And I can?t stop thinking about (Last one*see below)
How life?s unfair to me.

Walking across campus one day
I got the call that blew me away
Dad was gone and I was alone
Could I make it on my own?

What was I doing, what was God thinking?
Did I really seem that strong?
What did fate have in store for me?
And must I go along?

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Now I?m grown up
And I?ve got children of my own
And I often think about
The mother I have never known.

If she and Dad could be here now
I never would be angry again
But then I look into my children?s eyes
And I know the love I was missing.
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*And now I?ve stopped thinking about
How life?s unfair to me?..