Song Description

Rants & Raves against everything bad going on around her - frantically stating she's totally "Outta Control"

Lyrics

Chorus:
I?m outta control. I?m missin??? my soul,
Can?t escape, gotta let me go
Loosin my grasp, I?m deep in a hole
Don?t wanna give up, I?m fallin below.

I?m outta control. I?m missin??? my soul,
Can?t escape, gotta let me go
I?m feelin? the pain, it?s startin? ta grow
Don?t wanna give up, I?m outta control

Verse 1A:
How you understand when the world?s demand of you
Reprimands, bans, and takes a stand at you
It?s to much to try to live with all the time
You take?n blows-in rows
Them playing tricks with your mind
Those damn mind playing games their all the same
I choose to use and abuse to attempt to numb the brain
No one explains the tribulations and trials
That file for miles while you drown in denial

Chorus:
I?m outta control. I?m missin? my soul,
Can?t escape, gotta let me go
Loosin my grasp, I?m deep in a hole
Don?t wanna give up, I?m fallin below.

I?m outta control. I?m missin? my soul,
Can?t escape, gotta let me go
I?m feelin? the pain, it?s startin? ta grow
Don?t wanna give up, I?m outta control

Verse 2A:
There?s no such use in tryin? to play it safe
I hesitate don?t wanna dig an early grave
Even with the precautions there comes baggage and toss-ins
To much crap to deal with until you
fall and get lost in
It?s like a race against the clock
One more tic-toc is drip-dropped in shock
I break into pieces while the rest of them leaches
Reaches right through to my heart and starts
To flip me and rip me apart
It goes round in circles from beginning to start.

Chorus:
I?m outta control. I?m missin? my soul,
Can?t escape, gotta let me go
Loosin my grasp, I?m deep in a hole
Don?t wanna give up, I?m fallin below.

I?m outta control. I?m missin? my soul,
Can?t escape, gotta let me go
I?m feelin? the pain, it?s startin? ta grow
Don?t wanna give up, I?m outta control

Break

Bridge:
I don?t know how to escape
I stress to address if this is by choice or my fate
At any rate it agitates
Im leaning towards being a living, feeling, independently healing being
That?s needing another chance at life
one that?s right-If need be I?ll put up a fight
I might overcome this war that?s been boarded and stored inside me
That finds me and guides me and ties me then hides me

Chorus:
I?m outta control. I?m missin? my soul,
Can?t escape, gotta let me go
Loosin my grasp, I?m deep in a hole
Don?t wanna give up, I?m fallin below.

I?m outta control. I?m missin? my soul,
Can?t escape, gotta let me go
I?m feelin? the pain, it?s startin? ta grow
Don?t wanna give up, I?m outta control