Lyrics

My disposition's like a hand grenade
Come pull the pin, we can celebrate
Feeling the love like a tooth decay
so full of pride that it nauseates
I've got no focus and a mind like a prison
Play the hero and wind up like the victim
Supports are failing, it was never my decision
This is my ride, but I'm headed for collision
---
I've got a wit like a razor blade
Got an axe, ready to invade
Money down, time to place your bets
I'm on fire, you've not seen nothing yet
I've got a hammer and a tourniquet
Smacked all my feelings with a bad intent
Now they're open, and they want to vent
I'll bleed them out, if they don't repent
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I'm on the road to where I've never been - to
live too right - too right to live
Haven't felt this right or wrong since
yesterday - to give too much - too much to
give
Starting wars, kicking doors, for my cause, my
therapy - to twist a plot - to plot a twist
If you see me on the floor, just tell me
nothing's wrong
---
My disposition's like a hand grenade
Come pull the pin, we can celebrate
Feeling the love like a tooth decay
so full of pride that it nauseates
I've got no focus and a mind like a prison
Play the hero and wind up like the victim
Supports are failing, it was never my decision
This is my ride, but I'm headed for collision
---
I'm on the road to where I've never been - to
live too right - too right to live
Haven't felt this right or wrong since
yesterday - to give too much - too much to
give
Starting wars, kicking doors, for my cause, my
therapy - to twist a plot - to plot a twist
If you see me on the floor, don't ask me
what's this for
---
Can't stand to lose at all
Had to weather every storm
You'd think I wouldn't feel at all
Took every beat down and won single-handed
Perfected every fall
Broke down and hit the wall
Saw the world and felt so absurd
but I rose up again, and I screamed and I
shouted
---
So distressed, so frantic
This pain can feel romantic
and when I beg for more
Cut me off, and give me nothing
Rejecting, my madness
Sanity can't be demanded
Cognitive, my instinct
Shatter the world, and try to resist it
---
So distressed, so manic
This pain can feel romantic
and when I beg for more
Cut me off, and give me nothing
Rejecting, my madness
Sanity can't be demanded
Cognitive, my instinct
Shatter the world, and try to resist it
---
Can't stand to lose at all
Had to weather every storm
You'd think I wouldn't feel at all
Took every beat down and won single-handed
Perfected every fall
Broke down and hit the wall
Saw the world and felt so absurd
but I rose up again, and I screamed and I
shouted
---
So distressed, so manic
This pain can feel romantic
and when I beg for more
Cut me off, and give me nothing
Rejecting, my madness
Sanity can't be demanded
Cognitive, my instinct
Shatter the world, and try to resist it
( I will turn off the world )