Lyrics

Is it really so hard to love me?
Is it much more easy to hurt me?
Was I falling alone too long,
too long, too long, too long?
Like I really didn?t matter at all.

I wake and your there like a picture
Hung in my mind like a Monet
With lights flashing over your head
Whats wrong, whats wrong, whats wrong?

And I don?t know, I say hey now, whats going on in my head
I?m freaked out lying in bed
And I don?t know what I?m doing, anymore
I say hey now, where we going to my love
I?m drained and enough is enough
I can?t force you or make you love me
Or make you want me
What ma gonna do with my love?

The leaves have gone, there?s a change in the weather
The scene?s still the same in the morning
I?m cold here lying alone
You?re gone. you?re gone, you?re gone
Were you ever really here at all?

My dreams fall asleep as I waken
Our love split apart by the silence
My heart keeps yearning for more
Come home, come home, come home
I miss you so

I said hey now, whats going on in my head
I?m freaked out lying in bed
And I don?t know what I?m doing, anymore
I say hey now, where we going to my love
I?m drained and enough is enough
I can?t force you or make you love me
Or make you want me

Was I your love thing?
Play thing?
A toy pushed aside when you couldn?t decide
If I was something
Or nothing?
Your little bit of rough that you couldn?t get enough
How you thrilled me
Then you killed me
Just by leaving
Now what ma gonna do with my love

I said hey now, whats going on in my head
I?m freaked out lying in bed
And I don?t know what I?m doing, anymore
I said hey now, where we going to my love
I?m drained and enough is enough
I can?t force you or make you love me
Beg you to want me
Forever need me
Wish you to want me
What ma going to do with my love