Lyrics

I'm so messed up
I've got these demons running all through my head
I wish I was strong
I wish I was beautiful
I wish I was dead

And the funniest words I ever heard
And the funniest words that really hurt,
Are the funniest words I never heard

So pour me up another dream
So I can wash away my pain
I see you smile and hear you laughing,
While I'm drowning in black rain

Well I'm so sorry that you hate me
Well I'm so sorry I still care
Well I don't have to take this from you,
I can get abuse anywhere

Does anybody love?
Does anybody care?
Is anybody happy?
Is everybody scared?

I need to find love
I need to find anyone
I need to feel anything