Song Description

What should've been a great relationship, that instead goes very sour.

Lyrics

I had it all right in my hands
I had it all, and left it for a one night stand
you ask me why, what can I say
so I lie, hoping for another day

Without you, finding out
The things I did, the stories that you doubt
But how could you have seen
The piece of shit, that I had been
You should've left me, so long ago......

Chorus:
Cause I'm a bastard, a son of a bitch
You could call me any name in the book, It doesn't matter which
Cause I'm a bastard, I don't know why
The problem is the conscience, the conscience I can't find
Oh no, you know it's true
All the things I did, all I did to you
Oh no, but you know I would
Take them all back,only if I could
But I can't..................

It's been a year since we last touched
I didn't think it still hurt so much
Of all the things that I could do
I did'em wrong, I did'em all to you

But I miss you, without a doubt
I miss you, I ripped your heart out
You lost your will, I can't blame you
You lost your will, I think that I would too
You should've left me, so long ago...........

(Chorus)

I want to say I'm sorry to
all the girls that I was so cruel to
I want to love again
I hope I find someone who is more than friends

This is not lust, so let me in
I want your trust, your heart I want to win
I know my past, it just ain't right
But I'll make this last, for more than just one night
But you better watch out for me
Cause I used to be such a...............

Bastard, a son of a bitch
You could call me every name in the book, it didn't matter which
I was a bastard, and I know why
The problem was the conscience, that I couldn't find
Oh no, you know it's true
All the things I did, all I did to her
Oh no, but you know I would
Take them all back, only if I could
But I can't, no I can't, no I can't
I just can't........................