Song Description

An angry self observation. Being hard on myself.

Lyrics

I'm buried deep under the pavement of my biggest fears
I'm trying everything that i could think to see it clear
asses the situation act against your biggest flaws
and then you question when and what are you waiting for...

someone to hold your hand
and walk you across the street?

you are the darkest one that darkness could ever award
to do things willingly you will not do without reward
much less to mention lack of stimulation deems you bored
and then you question why and what are you looking for...

something so easily achieved?

I've been standing alone and I've been slipping so far away
It's time to clean up my act and try to bring myself back from space

who do you think you are you're lying to yourself and to
everyone else who ever thinks about and looks at you
when you say you'll get it done later you never do
and now they think that you're no one that they could ever use

I'll do it later, do it later, do it later and I...

when will you wake up?

I've been standing alone and I've been slipping so far away
It's time to clean up my act and try to bring myself back from space
I've been wasting my time, I've been losing my mind the result
is depleting of passion due to lack of the action to move forth

your impatience is the culprit most noticeable
no one could tell you this better than who knows it more
you stop yourself in seeing everything you ever need
but like a quake you better shake the ground you're underneath...