rusty

Story Behind The Song

i am an idiot...but a lucky idiot...i came to my senses and married the gal ten years later

Song Description

looking back on a boneheaded move and realizing how wrong you were.

Song Length 3:12 Genre Rock - Alternative, Rock - Modern
Lead Vocal Male Vocal Mood Gloomy, Cheerless
Subject Regret, Sadness Similar Artists Staind, Faith No More
Language English Era 2000 and later

Lyrics

steam rises from the rooftops
best place to hide these teardrops from
this prison cell i can't escape
even thought these bars are self made
i thought i could stand on my own 2 feet
the first step was a dive into a pool of regret

my biggest mistake
in my life
my biggest mistake
even in my dreams
my biggest mistake

several days later i awake and i'm shaking with thoughts of chivalry and irony and how it was all supposed to be
dig down, dig deep
seek out a trust that's not in me
the first kiss was a curse the second kiss was goodbye

my biggest mistake
in my life
my biggest mistake
even in my dreams
my biggest mistake
the day i walked away

won't admit defeat
i feel so incomplete
this decision is clouding all that i see
won't admit defeat
i feel so incomplete
will i let this get the best of me?

Lyrics douglas esper Music william weaver
Producer william weaver Publisher badmotivator/haveaplan
Performance the firmary

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