Story Behind The Song

was originally written to let go of the pain of all of my obsessions. the unhealthy coping skills i had at the time and was just something i had to release.

Song Description

This song is about having to struggle through all of your obsessions just to reach out on the other side. Feel like your being held down and can't get out. You just want to escape but you feel hopeless.

Lyrics

Obsession

verse 1:

You are so predictable, know whats on my mind
taken my emotions leave me feeling blind
Addicted to my obsession something i cant let go
i thirst for my own desires destructive to my soul

this love that consumes me all i think about
razors, drugs, and drinking nowhere to get out
cover all the pain up an fake perfect smiles
hold your head up so you can fool them for awhile

Chorus:
so Feel it rushing through your veins
locked and shackled with these chains
trapped in this prison where I call home
walls are closing in im all alone
everything I have you've taken away
for another minute of feeling okay
hiding my secrets behind a mask
theres no answers so no need to ask

verse 2:
Held down by this evil creation
that ive made by my imagination
whats changed tell me how you feel
wrapped up nothing really feels real

your just another lie another myth
something i should've never bothered with
holding me back from being myself
time to get out im tired of this jail.

Chorus:
so Feel it rushing through your veins
locked and shackled with these chains
trapped in this prison where I call home
walls are closing in im all alone
everything I have you've taken away
for another minute of feeling okay
hiding my secrets behind a mask
theres no answers so no need to ask

you can feel it in your veins
letting go of all the shame
my obsessions ive broken free
its time to find the real me