Story Behind The Song

Thinking back to past relationships, romantic and family, good and bad. Chorus opens up and is exultant because of the idea of what things can be, verses are high energy and frenetic because so are life and change.

Lyrics

I got a sister that love me
I had a brother who's gone
I wish that I could be there for her
I wonder if we woulda got along

I guess technically that I'm living for two sons
But with every revolution I'm wasting light
I wonder if they ever pray for a mulligan
Man I wouldn't blame them I haven't done 'em right

If you can hear me, I am so weary
Help me to be what I should be

I JK when I say I don't think about it
There's a missing sibling is it him is it me

End of days I will praise you (raise you)
Onto pedestals we tear down (downward bound)
Idle ways, Idle days, idol praise due when I
Feel to (p)raise a memory

I had a lady who loved me
I thought that she'd always be there
I admit I screwed the pooch on the love bit
But after ten years I thought friendship would be fair

I guess it's like I'm done and onto the next one
But I believe you if you say wasn't that easy
Still the end result is like I never existed
I'm just getting silence when I pray to JC

I stand when you sit, I guess the next bit
One of us goes down on our knees

I JK when I say I don't think about her
Take a smiley face put it where she used to be

I had a season of unreasonable sunshine
I couldn't see you through the glitz and the glare
I wonder if my winter is a distant memory
I wonder if wondering that is even fair

I hope you're worshipped
Seen as a savior
You're so used to judases and brutuses types
You know we nearly copied our mothers and fathers
One of us is saved - We'll see what my future's like

Now she's MIA, I hope and I pray
That I can get this last one right

I JK when I say I don't fear the future
See you on the other side thank you and goodnight