Song Description

I mess up because I'm scared I'm miserable but you're not...im lonely, but you're not, you're happy and I'm jealous of that...

Lyrics

cast aside my emptiness
an inabilty to care
thru empty words
I drink because im scared
I forced myself to fall in love
there's so unaware
simulate control
becasue i'm scared
i run
i fall
beneath it all
lfe's hard
im told

Im making change
i swear to me
you won't complain
about misery

what do know
about lonely
you have everyone you need
what do you know
you're happy
my soul is sliced with greed...