Lyrics

i dont mind the beating and fussing and lying and hating all kinds
i dont care the screamin the crying the sinking and getting nowhere
pay below
i got love got the poking and prodding and comments that hit you so low
i dont mind the bitching complaining and cumming and sucking of mind
pay below
trading in mud rolling in blood, selling the piece
i am opposed, i am ashamed, i am a beast
im waiting until, the rage in my heart, bloodies my eyes
ive been forsaken, ive been mistaken, ive been disguisd
rule below
ive been decieving, ive been destructing, i been here dying, i been here longing
i been here killing, lusting for something good
there is the troubles, there is the regrets, there is the guilt, and there is the secrets
i dont know that theres something good
i go wait below
go on writing the songs, and dreaming of something whole
and i fall behind
i never wanted to fall, but its the closest i get to flying
and ill wait below
i see something coming, i feel something oh so cold