Story Behind The Song

I wrote the first line and about six months later Joanne and I wrote the rest in about an hour.

Song Description

A song about trying to deal with a loss

Lyrics

October Gray
Words and music by Paul Wilson & Joanne Tramonte
1) Copyright2007
October 1st.and my world is gray,
it?s gonna be long, long missin? you day.
My world ain?t spinnin? it?s stuck in place,
Can,t get past the memories of our yesterdays.
Chorus
I guess I should try and get outta bed ,
No matter how I twist the pillow it just won?t fit my head.
I ain?t got the strength to face the day
Everything seem strange since you went away.
2)
November 1st and the rain?s comin? down
My tears hit the pillow like the rain hit?s the ground
My mind is racin? ain?t got no place to run
Can?t seem to understand your really gone.
Chorus
Bridge
Don?t know what I?ll find or face out there
Or if I have the strength to fight the fears in my head
I?ll learn to care one day at a time
And find a way to leave my depression behind
3)
December 1st. cold wind surrounds
It freezes my senses, no emotions can be found
My hearts still beating,beating in my chest
I gotta stand up and face what life I have left
Chorus
I guess it?s time I got up outta bed
To hell with that damned old pillow it never fit my head
I?ll find the strength to face the day
And know I?m not alone along the way
October1st. My world is gray
It?s gonna be another long long missin? you day?..