Lyrics

my reflection stares right through me straight out of a

coffee mug an obsidian mirror i stare into from above

pretending i am god peering into my apathy it chokes

and drowns and prevents me from seeing myself clearly

the sunlight will strike us breath life into this

desolate autumn scribbling a desolate pretense that only

makes sense if you too in your carelessness have dropped

your heart from a cliff intending for it to fly

i'm an emptiness that berthed itself from a careless

fit and a loneliness the giving up the letting go

transformed the pain from lead to coal a dark surprise

only fools expect gold

there's no giving up there's no escape from what i've

dealt and what i've made but my friends they say they

say steve quit your bitching your ok