Story Behind The Song
In 2009, I suddenly lost my husband due to a massive heart attack. I've written this song to help process my emotions.
Song Description
A widow describes her guilt and sadness at the loss of her husband.
| Song Length |
3:26 |
Genre |
Country - Contemporary, Classical - Contemporary |
| Tempo |
Medium Slow (91 - 110) |
Lead Vocal |
Female Vocal |
| Mood |
Heartbreaking, Miserable |
Subject |
Sorrow, Heartbreak |
| Similar Artists |
Shania Twain, Jewel |
Era |
2000 and later |
Lyrics
Is this crazy roller coaster ever gonna end
And my anger keeps on burning
But for your tender arms I'm yearning
You were my lover and my best friend
Cuz I'm mad as hell at you
But you're not here to yell at
And no one seems to get it
They don't know what to say
You said we'd never part
you'd never break my heart
I can't do this all aloneMiddle of the night I should be sleeping
But the loneliness comes creeping
I think it's time I sell our king sized bed
And the schedule I've been keeping
Don't leave much time for weeping
Or sorting out all this stuff in my head
Can't find joy, can't find the sadness
The only thing I feel is crushing madness
And nothing I have tried can shake it free
Beginning to think the best days I had
Were when the kids still had their dad
And I had my soul mate next to me
Cuz I'm mad as hell at you
But you're not here to yell at
And no one seems to get it
They don't know what to say
You said we'd never part
you'd never break my heart
I can't do this all alone
And it's not fair you're never coming home
It ain't right, tossing and turning
My emotions keep on churning
And it's not fair you're never coming home
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