Story Behind The Song

Wanted to create a hymn of my own, if you can call it that.

Song Description

I've always wondered about the meaning of life, existence, and God, and pondered the relationship between the three. I wanted to put something down that expressed that.

Lyrics

LA LA LA

Goddamn, my life is usable. I?m unusual.
Lord, help me see things clear. Help me be more beautiful.
Help me with the answers. Eclipses of the dancers.
Explain myself in kisses, but my wish is that much faster.
Got all these hypotheticals, but no ideas that?s possible.
Just let that shit go, man. This search, right here, unstoppable.
Pages that are intimate, and souls that?s fuckin? infinite
Indifference, should we sit with it? My gifts to all might witness it.
Travel through aloofness sticking, 'Fuck you' on these riddles.
This mystery just gets to me. It fiddles with my middle.
But what little did I know is you was playing with my mind.
The only thing I?ve learned is, ?Let conscious be your guide?.
Goddamn, I feel invisible. A poet that?s despicable.
My lyrics come out simple, yo! My beats is indivisible.
Train of thought depressant. A lonely beat invented.
What the fuck you doing here, man, if you haven?t been accepted.
Goddamn, I want the truth. Lord, help me bring it smooth.
If you got a knack for miracles, I wanna fuckin? hear it, yo.
Bless me with some shame. A school of thought in vane.
A woman with some brains, a lil? fame. The whole thang!
Gimme some advice. Bitten once, not twice.
Soul captives are free.
[Tiger roars]
It?s the mutha? fuckin? Cat Daddy.

[Chorus]
La La La La La La
La La La La La La La

Lord, help me. Fuckin? with the wrong people. What the fuck
Was you thinkin? when you made people so evil? I?m zero!
Good for nothin? low down dirty shame. Who?s to blame?
I saved the drowning child, but my song remains the same.
You got game, you got give. You got love and lil' sins.
What the fuck you gimme blues for when I?m settin? out to live?
Better fix me up a drink if you plannin? to betray.
I never said, ?I don?t reflect?. I just don?t think about what I say.
Anyway, Fuck you! The universe is growing.
Im?ma buy myself one too. Description of a fool.
Lord, help me through this mess. Won?t you bless these La La sets?
All these fuckin? mind games. What?s the meaning of existence?
Might as well ban the sad man in the mirror.
Weirder thoughts will be possessed when I?m tested under stress.
Lord, help me please forgive them. They know not why they hurt you.
The Devil had his plan, but man, I?m fuckin? with some virtue.
Realized this shit quick. Peaks and higher levels.
I gambled with the Gods, and cried to sleep some lonely Devils.
If the meaning is aloofness, then I guess I went right through this.
Energy, I blew bliss ain?t somethin? we should fool with.
But I knew when you told me that yo? theories weren?t sound.
I can?t understand all yo? plans, so break ?em down.
Who knew we would come to a stage so intimate?
I?ll give you all I got, ?cause our souls is fuckin? infinite...

[Chorus]