Story Behind The Song

None based in direct experience.

Song Description

The guy misses his lady so badly he contemplates suicide so that they can be together again.

Lyrics

V1

I?m starting to get that feeling like I don?t know right from wrong.
The days are a little crazy and the nights are way too long.
I?m starting to reach that point where I don?t really care.
I open up the door at home and I know that you?re not there.

It?s been a month of Sundays since I?ve heard your voice.
I?d like to change that situation but I?ve got no choice.
Haven?t touched the dishes, haven?t shaved my beard.
If I don?t snap out of this soon I may do something weird.


Chorus

Oh, God would you forgive me, will you take me in
If I go off the deep end and commit a mortal sin?
I can?t live without her, Lord, you know I try.
And tonight is a good night to cry (?sigh? optional lyric)


V2

I feel the deep depression that I?ve only read about.
I feel the ambiguity that life keeps handing out.
I?ve taken all your pictures and I?ve pinned them to the wall
So I could stand in one room and talk to you all.

I?d just like to tell you what a pleasure it?s been
Being your lover, being your friend.
And I?d trade places with you if there was a way
Better yet I?ll join you, in my heart I pray,


Chorus

Oh, God would you forgive me, will you take me in
If I go off the deep end and commit a mortal sin?
I can?t live without her, Lord, you know I try.
And tonight is a good night to cry.


Bridge/Chorus

Why do I feel so helpless, why am I so upset?
I?ve taken this fool heartache thing as far as I can get!
Oh, God would you forgive me, will you take me in
If I go off the deep end and commit a mortal sin?
I can?t live without her, Lord, you know I try.
And tonight is a good night to cry (?die? optional lyric).