Story Behind The Song

It's hard to motivate yourself to do anything when it's dark and cold outside. Winters are hard. Especially when it's still winter in April.

Song Description

Seasonal Affective Disorder

Lyrics

I wanna be alone, I wanna stay at home and feel bad for myself
I can't talk today, I've got nothing to say, I can't handle the company

Don't you ever have those days
Where you don't feel real, you don't really feel
You don't know what you need but it's not this

I wanna wash my hair but that's just so rare cuz I can't bring myself to
I wanna write a song, cuz it's been so long but I keep letting myself down

You ask if I'm okay and I say
There's nothing really wrong and there's
Nothing really right and it's
Really just too much and I'm
Trying to hold tight, cuz these
Weights that slow me down
They leave scars on my ankles, and I'm
Working hard on finding a balance
Between grounded and floating away

You ask if I'm okay and I say, don't you ever have those days?
You ask what's wrong today and I say, I don't know what made me this way but--

There's nothing really wrong...