Story Behind The Song

JP thought he had mastered the art of deception, convincing everyone around him that he had slayed his demons and come out clean on the other side. To his family and friends, he was the poster child of recovery--a symbol of resilience. But behind closed doors, the bottle was still his closest companion, dragging him back into its relentless embrace night after night. His mind was a battlefield, torn between the love he felt for those who believed in him and the addiction that refused to let him go. Every lie he told was a thread in the delicate mask he wore, hiding the pain and guilt that ate away at him. But how long could the facade last before it crumbled?

Song Description

This song delves into the painful reality of battling with alcohol addiction while maintaining the illusion of control. It explores the complexity of living a double life--telling your loved ones you've overcome your demons, all the while secretly still trapped in the cycle of indulgence. The lyrics reflect the internal conflict of wanting to be better for those you care about, but struggling to escape the grip of addiction. It's a raw and emotional look at the facade we put up to protect others from the truth, and the toll it takes on the person behind the mask.

Lyrics

I must be running out of time.
I have to be somewhere by 5.
Keep your distance, resistance doesn't always mean a fight.

Don't be mad at me.
I don't get drunk anymore.
I may still cause all kinds of turmoil, but I don't get drunk anymore.

Breathe deeply. I haven't smoked a cigarette in weeks.
I'm weak when it comes to PBR or Knob Creek.
Jim Beam, Hyde's Jekyll, that isn't me.
Is it noon already? Let me sleep.

Don't be mad at me.
I don't get drunk anymore.
I may still cause all kinds of turmoil, but I don't get drunk anymore.

Playlist Creator	Playlist Name	Date Added
Lyfe Concierge Publishing	BEST SONGS ON BROADJAM	9/18/2024